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Inside​-​Out

by Disconnected

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1.
California 01:54
I was wondering about our future. You gonna lead them then start to think of. Stop do a little thing. It’s confusing. Make our conclusion out of this country. There’s an occasion. It could be special. We can thrive and fall short. Just think how to make it works. Expectation and opportunity in a new society. We’ll have being countrified. California is what I talk about. We’re not going to far, 10.000 miles. It’s an exciting state. I know what we can get. I know what we can take. I know what we can see in California. West coast of the United States get a hold of our new taste. It’s not too easy to see the bikinis. San Diego or maybe Hollywood. Of course Los Angeles, the city of angels. California is what I talk about. We’re not going to far, 10.000 miles. It’s an exciting state. I know what we can get. I know what we can take. I know what we can see. California is what I talk about. We’re not going to far, 10.000 miles. It’s an exciting state. I know what we can get. I know what we can take. I know what we can see in California.
2.
With You 03:48
I don’t believe this could happen when I’m with you. You don’t have to find another reason for wasting my time. I’ve been looking in and I’ve been searching for a way out. If I find my way. I’m thinking it should be the right time to forgive you. Then I will leave you cause I don't love you and I don’t belong here with you. Cause I never get anything with you. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer. Cause I never get anything with you. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer. You’re on your own now and I’m happy to forget you. So sorry I, I have to leave because I hate you. And maybe you’ll find another guy who’s happy at your side. But don’t mess it up or he’ll be leaving you like I did to forgive you. Then I will leave you cause I don't love you and I don’t belong here with you. Cause I never get anything with you. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer. Cause I never get anything with you. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer. Cause I never get anything with you. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer. Cause I never get anything. My friends never see me cause I’m with you. So I hate if I have to stay with you, then I won’t suffer.
3.
Marion 03:24
When you said you’d be leaving, in Australia. I thought that I was going to miss you by now. Then you said "It’s alright. I’ll be gone for a while." I’ve got nothing to say. How much time do I have before you’re leaving me? There’s hope that we can do it one more time, at your place, work it out, 8 o’clock. That’s alright, by then we won’t have another day. Marion, I wanna be with you, drive a long way and see the view. Maybe you’ll change your mind. Your daddy left, your mom has gone too. It doesn’t take time too long. If you would open your heart, we can take all of our friends. Just let it go, you won’t be sorry. Don’t worry we’ll be fine as we used to be. I promise that I’ll be waiting here for you. Are you set? We will start with a kiss on your lips. You’ll be ready to leave me. Marion, I wanna be with you, drive a long way and see the view. Maybe you’ll change your mind. Your daddy left, your mom has gone too. It doesn’t take time too long. If you would open your heart, we can take all of our friends. Just let it go, you won’t be sorry. Marion, I wanna be with you, drive a long way and see the view. Maybe you’ll change your mind. Your daddy left, your mom has gone too. It doesn’t take time too long. If you would open your heart, we can take all of our friends. Just let it go, you won’t be sorry. (Marion I… I wanna be with you... Don’t go away too far… cause I don’t want to be lonely... Marion I… I wanna be with you... Don’t go away too far… cause I don’t want to be lonely on my bed...)
4.
Masa Depan 03:50
Aku terus berlalu dalam belenggunya. Risaukan jiwa asamu terluka dan tak akan ada resah dibuatnya. Tak mungkin kau terus berlari dari bayangku yang kau impikan pertama bertemu. Simpan saja itu dalam ceritamu. Masa indah masa depan tak kudapat darimu. Telah kulupakan semua kenangan kita dulu. Semua sama dan tak beda. Ku tak bisa berdua bersamamu selamanya dan pergilah dariku. Maafkan semua hari yang telah melintasi kita lalui selalu bersama. Kau selamatkan dunia yang ada padamu. Tak mungkin kau terus berlari dari bayangku yang kau impikan pertama bertemu. Simpan saja itu dalam ceritamu. Masa indah masa depan tak kudapat darimu. Telah kulupakan semua kenangan kita dulu. Semua sama dan tak beda. Ku tak bisa berdua bersamamu selamanya dan pergilah dariku. Ku kan hadir bersamamu dalam dunia yang berbeda ditaburi bunga hati. Kita berdua hanya mimpi dan aku akan membiarkan mereka. Masa indah masa depan tak kudapat darimu. Telah kulupakan semua kenangan kita dulu. Semua sama dan tak beda. Ku tak bisa berdua bersamamu selamanya dan pergilah dariku.
5.
Cell Phone 04:37
I took you out on friday night. There’s no another time, cause you have been annoying me. Should I call 911? I’d rather to have them with me. I can’t stand to what you’ve done. If you wanna go you should have gone. Day by day I think of suicide. I see you every day (but) you always screw things up. My cell phone ran out of battery but then you say that I was lying. No matter what I do is wrong. I have the reason to come. How about the time when you get caught going out with other guy? You admit yourself but I’m still the bad guy. Day by day I think of suicide. I see you every day (but) you always screw things up. Day by day I think of suicide. I see you every day (but) you always screw things up. Day by day I think of suicide. I see you every day (but) you always screw things up.
6.
Jerusalem 03:27
Tell us what you want. Don’t kill in Palestine. What is going wrong? Why don’t you make it right? We must care for each other. Don’t disgrace our father. We keep moving on and we’ll survive. You cast out human beings and try to take their place. Where are they going to stay then? You realized what you’ve done, but there’s still more time to kill. The victims are increasing. Kindness in your heart, it's been there all the time. But what is going on? Turned out to be that bad, kill lots of people there. You should have to share so we can live in peace and that’s alright. You cast out human beings and try to take their place. Where are they going to stay then? You realized what you’ve done, but there’s still more time to kill. The victims are increasing. You cast out human beings and try to take their place. Where are they going to stay then? You realized what you’ve done, but there’s still more time to kill. The victims are increasing.You cast out human beings and try to take their place. Where are they going to stay then? You realized what you’ve done, but there’s still more time to kill. The victims are increasing.
7.
Endless 03:50
It’s hard to find you at the school. I never see you. I wonder where have you been. I came early at break of day to catch you at the front gate. As I thought, you never there. What is love if you’re gone? (What is love if she has gone?) Where’s my girl in the past? (She’s running in the darkness.) You have changed since I left. (What’s to say? They were right.) I’ve lost you anyway. I woke up in the night. I started to write this song. I don’t want to be alone. It’s hard to get on the path. There’s no way to get out. This should be an endless song. What is love if you’re gone? (What is love if she has gone?) Where’s my girl in the past? (She’s running in the darkness.) You have changed since I left. (What’s to say? They were right.) I’ve lost you anyway.What is love if you’re gone? (What is love if she has gone?) Where’s my girl in the past? (She’s running in the darkness.) You have changed since I left. (What’s to say? They were right.) I’ve lost you anyway. (What is love if you’re gone?) What is love if she has gone? (Where’s my girl in the past?) She’s running in the darkness. (You have changed since I left.) What’s to say? They were right. (I’ve lost you anyway.) I’ve lost you anyway. I’ve lost you anyway.
8.
My Girls 03:03
I’d like to complain. I think someone should explain it but it’s happened to me twice. I can’t say that I was wrong. I have to choose one of you but I think it’s not working out. I have to look more inside down. My life isn’t going through. Both of them were used to be my only self esteem. They were so nice but I’ve got nothing. There’s no future and I’ll be losing someone. But I still have one to be my girlfriend who always settles here to be my guidance. They’re getting my heart away. I need it. You need it. Something to believe in. I love them cause I want to. I trust to what I’m thinking. So I choose the girls I want. They’re pretty. It’s not for sure. I guess they wont stop for nothing. I will not forget the first time we were going out. Even their friends were coming us. It’s funny stupid day. I wonder I can go out there again. With them one I’ll be lucky guy ever and never end. No one has the same. Both of them were used to be my only self esteem. They were so nice but I’ve got nothing. There’s no future and I’ll be losing someone. But I still have one to be my girlfriend who always settles here to be my guidance. They’re getting my heart away. I need it. You need it. Something to believe in. I love them cause I want to. I trust to what I’m thinking. So I choose the girls I want. They’re pretty. It’s not for sure. I guess they wont stop for nothing. I need it. You need it. Something to believe in. I love them cause I want to. I trust to what I’m thinking. So I choose the girls I want. They’re pretty. It’s not for sure. I guess they wont stop for nothing. Nananana nananana nananana nananana... Nananana nananana nananana nananana... Nananana...
9.
On Tuesday night I felt in through all my thoughts were heading to you. Now everybody is laughing at me that I’ll never get you but my heart says I could. So I keep trying to make this right. It just a matter how I do the shot. I phoned you in the parking lot. You just came back from your school. You wouldn’t stay for too long. I’m hanging here for a while. We’ll be together soon anyway. You are always going to be mine. Cause I don’t want to leave you. I always miss you. I care about you, don’t care what they’re saying. I will be the one for you. I know you want me too. Next time you’ll see me for everyday. It seems to be a fantasy, imagine you are dating with me. I give all my attention. I will do it somehow. Center of my reflection, you’ve got my affection. They all just envy you will be mine. And there’s no perfect day for me lately. I’ve never felt just the way it is. I don’t know what’s gonna be. But it shouldn’t be that worst. I get my several chances. I don’t wanna lose you but then you always leave me behind. Cause I don’t want to leave you. I always miss you. I care about you, don’t care what they’re saying. I will be the one for you. I know you want me too. Next time you’ll see me for everyday. Don't leave me now. So sorry I have done this wrong. Let's go back now. I wonder if it's not too late for me to fix this up. Is there another time to be the one? Yeah! And I don’t want to leave you. I always miss you. I care about you, don’t care what they’re saying. I will be the one for you. I know you want me too. Next time you’ll see me for everyday and you don't have to say. Don't leave me now. So sorry I have done this wrong. Let's go back now. I wonder if it's not too late for me to fix this up. Is there another time? Don't leave me now. So sorry I have done this wrong. Let's go back now. I wonder if it's not too late for me to fix this up. Is there another time? Is there another time?
10.
Ku melihatnya di malam hari. Terkadang dia hilang terhalang awan. Suara malam menemani sunyi kehadirannya indahkan jiwa. Tak akan ada, tak ada yang bisa menandinginya. Indahnya sinar bulan purnama, malamku selalu indah. Keagunganmu Tuhanku yang membuatnya. Cahaya suci bulan purnama, hatiku tersentuh olehnya. Andaikan saja aku bisa terbang ke sana dan kugapainya. Kuceritakan pada semua tentang indahnya cahaya bulan. Tak akan ada, tak ada yang bisa menandinginya. Indahnya sinar bulan purnama, malamku selalu indah. Keagunganmu Tuhanku yang membuatnya. Cahaya suci bulan purnama, hatiku tersentuh olehnya. Tak akan ada, tak ada yang bisa menandinginya. Indahnya sinar bulan purnama, malamku selalu indah. Keagunganmu Tuhanku yang membuatnya. Cahaya suci bulan purnama, hatiku tersentuh olehnya. Ku tersentuh olehnya. Ku tersentuh olehnya. Ku tersentuh olehnya.
11.

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All songs written by Disconnected, except track 11 by Disconnected & Bez. All lyrics written by P.J. Additional lyrics by Mark "Long-Shot."

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released September 28, 2002

In loving memories of Andika Pradana Wicaksana (1983-2001).

Produced by Disconnected.
Financial support supervisor by Benny.
Production management by Rendy Fajar.

Recorded & mixed at Dialog Studio.
Engineered by Dadan "Cable," Ade, Luthfi and Dadi.
Track 1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8 and 9 mixed by Dadan "Cable."
Track 2 and 5 mixed by Dadi.
Track 10 and 11 mixed by Ade.
Mastered by Maruli Hasiholan at My Own Deck Digital Lab.

Cover concept by Bez Gorewitz & Dangooz.
Sleeve arts & designs by Bez Gorewitz.
Band photos by Mark "Long-Shot."
Additional photos by P.J. & Bez.

Disconnected are:
Arie Ardiansyah - guitars & squeaky voices,
P.J. Muhammad - guitars, keyboards & heavy breathing,
Yuda Sarjana - bass,
Grahadea - synthesizers & loops,
Decil Christianto - drums.

Vocals on "Endless Song" by Kiki.
Vocals on "Jerusalem" by Lova.
Additional screwed-up voices by Too-Thx, Bez, Enrico, Mark Long, Junk-Creek and Disconnected.

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My Own Deck is an inactive independent record label based in Bandung, Indonesia. For now, we're just giving away some old tracks that no longer available on CD and cassette. Enjoy...!!!

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